Res Ipsa Loquitur

This is the proof of 4 years and 6 months worth of anxiety, erratic mood changes, hormonal imbalances and endless prayers. Elaborate? Yes, I passed the Philippine Nursing Licensure Exam which I took last December 07 - 08, 2013. The Lord never fails to surprise me with His small ways of answering my heart's desires. I'M A PROFESSIONAL NURSE IN THE PHILIPPINES, HECK YES. Kbye. 

Next stop: getting my ass off somewhere to study again. 

xo, readysetdrool.

Emotions.

In the past 5/6 months, I've been into a few emotional breakouts, maybe it was because of the early anxiety attacks I have been having before the board exam. Truth be told, it wasn't the smoothest part of the journey. I may have turned people away from me but with all honesty, I regret doing it. 

I miss everything. I miss the good times. It's like half of my happiness went away when the review season started. Idk what happened tho. It was like I wanted to change, to focus more on the review. Wanted to keep myself as quiet as possible. However, things went completely different when people who were pretty close to me became strangers. They misunderstood me, my emotions. Everything were unsure. Even the way we act, it was different. Although I tried talking it over, it's just that people will always see the mistakes and not the countless times you've been nice. Jumping into conclusions that things will never be the same. Not even how much I tried, it might never be again. AND IT HURTS. 

IDK.

read:
http://thoughtcatalog.com/brianna-wiest/2013/04/50-ways-to-love-someone/

xo, readysetdrool.

Unfair Reality.

Day 5: How you feel today? Why you feel like this?

Hm. How do I feel today? I feel sick, hurt, tired, happy, crazy, lame, lazy, horrible, numb good. MIXED FEELINGS! Why? Because apart from the fact that i'm only human and It's normal for me to feel this way, i'd rather not have only one "feeling". I must admit, sometimes I get pretty "weird" sometimes and it's unfair for me if i won't get out from my comfort zones. Gah. It's 4am here in my place, I'm having a nice talk with my bestfriend. He's in Canada atm, I miss him, and we have to catch up with what's happening to each other's lives. K so I guess this is enough. Good Night to you! :)
xo,
readysetdrool.