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Pretty much going thru a horrible post PMS phase right now. Can't believe how many days have already passed by and not even a single "hi-hello" has been said. BS. BS. Can I just forget everything in an instant and just move on with my life. Everything's about him and his not-even-worthy presence. Nope. NOT ESSENTIAL. STOP. MENTALLY ERASING EVERYTHING. Place every little detail on a small bottle, ready to be shipped to the collected memories of this human and to be used in the future on a Pensieve. 


GO AWAY.
xo, readysetdrool.

120111 05:03

Are we being totally honest with our words when we are drunk? Are we even being sensible when the right amount of mixture of alcohol mixes with our blood? Why are words better expressed when boozy? When it has always been said that "drunken words are spoken by sober hearts.". 

almost 2 yeas, i still miss you.
xo, readysetdrool.

150101 TROLLS

How about spending the first day of the year with the trolls? Well, why not?! Haha! Finally a few hours of trolling! After 4272984 years! Missed them friends so much! May this year be full of laughter just like how it started. 

                                        

Nothing greater than November!

Favorite month almost getting over! So lemme summarize how extremely awesome it was! It may have came in too fast, nevertheless, it was smooth!

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PAEM.

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I've seen enough farewells over the weekend. Ambivalence may be even the correct term. Attachments, separation anxieties and still in denial, but we have to move on with our lives and run after our own dreams. thank you, for the awesome 3 months worth of being the illegal paem and countless adventures. I know, in time our roads will cross again and by then, i hope the bond is still as strong as what we have today. I'll miss you my friends!!!! 잘 지내고있어... ㅋㅋㅋ

Kayla, Cathy, Brian, Youn and Steve.... Good luck with all the endeavors you will be facing. See you soon!! xx 
xo, readysetdrool.

Illegal Paem

Hello there!
I've been pretty jobless for about 2 weeks now and since I haven't really started my nursing career yet, I've decided to become a total professional bummer for a while. Hence, I present thee the, the goofballs I spend most of my time with these past few weeks.... and the /illegal/ things we've done.

Now, why illegal? Simple. These kids wants to get kicked out and feed their cravings rather than getting themselves rot inside the academy whilst waiting for their end dates to come, since they're serving their penalties -- can't go out from the academy. 그냥 그냥 그냥..... 

 떡볶이 cravings satisfied. ALL THE TIME.

Gloomy days.

Meet my fake 여보, 남궁 필승, English name: Kevin. 

Kevin's my first student who left the PH, btw, my most harassed student. Haha. 

Going through the hardest dip shit moment right now. DABDA Level: DENIAL.

Add up the fact that I just finished my contract with the Academy I worked as a tutor for. For sure, Room 8 will never be the same again. Frack frack. Everything will be missed.

Miracle in Room No. 8

xo, readysetdrool.

Good bye, EKA.

Today's our last day in EKA, it was a long day. 
Friday's activity day so we can do whatever the students wanted to do (watch movies, free talking, board games etc etc.) 

Career

Applying for this English tutor job for Koreans is by far the best decision I made for this year. Good start, mate. Honestly, I don't earn $$$ however if you base it with the immensity of fun I am currently having and the workload everyday, it's as if you're playing on a daily basis (well minus the fact that you really have to correct grammars and all). Point is, man, i'm having good fun right now. But almost quitting soon soon cause have to go on with my nursing career. Taking about shitloads of papers to file, university to attend too. Life.  xxx 

Labels.

Got this weird statement from a fried earlier while we were stuck in traffic: "I honestly don't know how to label you and someone (college best friends to superlative with decent friendship only). It started when we were in 3rd year college until to this very day, I don't know how to call you, bestfriends? more than friends? Couple? I mean, whenever I hear stories about you being together (going out), I'd just go "oh, that's normal".

I didn't know how to react tho. But after everything that happened? College drinking buddies to housemates to being roommates and everything in between? Idk how to react when i'll see him again. Tbh.

Hoping for the best tho. :l

No, there are no feelings. Hahaha. 
xo, readysetdrool.

'tis the season to be jolly~~

Christmas, the best tme of the year, of course! Jesus was born and the whole world was given the gift of their Saviour. Much more to celebrate when you're family's almost complete and friends coming home.

Obv, last year's Yuletide season was extra special because...
(Blog post full of photos)

Friends!

Where to start writing...

ICU

Assigned at the Intensive Care Unit last week and was told to take in charge of reading the ECG tracings of our patients. Became a telemetry nurse in an instant and heck it was fun / educational at the same time! One for the few things I will definitely miss about being a student nurse. Learning and being a boss at my own pace. Never better. The second photo's with our clinical instructor, Ma'am Dedel. I've been under her supervision for like countless times already and mind you, she's really really nice/ intelligent. :)  

xo, readysetdrool.

Tips on Living A Happy Life

10 tips my sister wrote on her retreat letter for me:

1. PRAY

2. Watch KPOP

3. Laugh at KPOP

4. Eat food!

5. Travel.

6. Family 

7. Play Badminton!

8. Be a NURSE

9. Don't be a call center agent (hard one....)

10. Be Darlene's sister!

wonder how she got all these things. haha. 

xo, readysetdrool.

this year...

I basically just went hysterical to Kevin last night as we were having our late dinner. I couldn't help spazzing just thinking about the people who'll be coming home / visiting this year. On the 26th (?) of this month, Gian will be coming home for a very *expensive vacation. This bitch loves overspending, you can't imagine how much much we've spent last December when he went home. Next, May. FINALLY. Mikko's coming home! Not sure though when exactly cause that bitch wouldn't spill any dates. Teasing me's all he can do atm. Uhm.. July! Cousins are flying from Australia for Lolo's 90th birthday, with my very adorable neice, Cayden. Geeshhh I can't wait to see baby boy :3 Next up? November! Ate Angel! After years of wanting to see her, in flesh, she decided to fly here with some of her friends and her kuya :)))) fajnegor;eawdjer. How long have I waited   just wanting to see her? xD My year's about people coming home and having friends over and iiii loveee it!!

P.S.

I'm still hoping Ying and Uti will be flying over too! :)

xo, readysetdrool.

Wonderful Journey

March 18, 2012

Dela Rosa Psychiatric and Rehabilitation Center.

Culmination Day.

The day was gloomy. Nobody wanted to let out depressing words. As I have noticed, most of us were trying to keep the sadness to ourselves. We went through with our usual routine, an overnight stay at Andie's place, fixing the back drops, packing the prizes and a lot of exchange phone calls from all the members. Most of us were focusing more on the fact that some our group mates were hanging by a thread. I wont be elaborating that story for that will be for the past to know. So nobody wanted to screw up the program. 

pausing for reality

What's complicated and why does it hurt? 

It's when you don't know where you stand in a persons life. It's when you're hanging in dead air and knowing you can be thrown off anytime. It's when you're like more than friends but not really, and it's like you're lovers when it's really otherwise. 

Darn it. Sometimes you would want to wish to have never met the person at all but at the back of your mind, you're thankful of what that you have.. 
.....

xo, readysetdrool.

eccentric.

2:47 AM in my country. Nothing makes sense at all as I'm reading my psychia notes for tomorrow's PRE - VERY LONG QUIZ. I was kind of tempted to go online as I have to print out our introduction for our thesis when I decided to give my friend, Twitter a visit. I know there wasn't anyone from ASIA who's online so I went to my private account. Timeline was quiet until I saw this: 

I must NOT have my hopes too high though. I know something beautiful will happen to my Christmas. I know the wait will be worth it. Gian, please don't break my over-reacting-emo heart. I missed you so much you know that. Just make sure you'll give me the best present ever. <3

p.s 

Using my stalking skills, and I saw this: "NAA NA TICKET OY" ("I already have my ticket") KASDFJNAHWEJDSFNHR. Yes, I'm crying right now. FUFUFUFU men. MUST.KEEEP.CALM. No thanks. <333333

xo, readysetdrool.

reality.

Friends aren't toys. You don't buy them like how you just put food into their mouth. You have to gain them. Just noticing how fake people are turning into. Face the truth, you only have friends because you treat them like kids who's thirsty for your small shit. I don't hate you; i'm disliking what you're doing to MY friends. :/

xo, readysetdrool.