Holding on,

Hi there friends :)

Let me just express my feels right now.
I'm not feeling really well these past few months. I've been experiencing a lot of discomforts with my body. Well a lot of it is in my head. It's been hurting a lot lately (particularly in the right lobe, sometimes it radiates to the occipital / nape). I try hard to sleep very early and avoided sweets because I've also been experiencing insomnia a lot. Well trying to at least minimize the pain. I tried to gather all signs and symptoms and I ended up with the following: insomnia, shortness of breath, sometimes I get slight diplopic, headache, numbness on some parts of my body and the worst, my memory is kind of failing me. There are things I easily forget. :( I'm really scared right now. Who wouldn't be. Right? :l I wanted to get myself a check up, get an mri / ctscan just to assure myself that i'm fine. I don't want  to experience being badly sick again because it's not cool at all. I've been in enough pain already, plus, I want to graduate on time.
xo, readysetdrool.

scared.

there's something wrong with me right now. i think im having a relapse of that illness i had 8 years ago. can't pretend that im not scared as shit. i can't tell mum cause i know this will only lead to nagging, a long litany of how i afgduytear am. end point of this will always be "THAT'S KARMA, BITCH". i can't see myself being sick again. i must not be! i want to finish nursing school in time, become a registered nurse next year (hopefully). i have dreams.....im scared. :l

Shivering.

Dear weather,

You have been so nice to me, these past few days. 

You were really going with my emotions. And for that,

Thank you.

I am actually shivering like shizz right now plus add the colds and asthma attack, i'm actually loving it!

 It's not that normal for this kind of weather here

in Davao, however, yeah, it's cool! 

xo, readysetdrool.