after tiring myself today with this guy, I have realized how our "thing" goes. 1. we're just friends. (not that i was completely assuming) 2. we were both comfortable of our status. we go out together, we drink, we puff seesha together THAT'S IT. 3. he's a jerk. 4. i'm stupid because i was thinking we're somewhere like dating. curse this. i am still drooling over that registered nurse, whom i still think needs to explain things for me after what his girlfriend did. :> i know my life's a big joke as of the moment.