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Why does it feel comforting to be sentimental at 12 in the morning?

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A constant reminder to self that no matter how difficult times can be, there's always, always a shinny rainbow at the end of rainstorms. 

Just feeling grateful for having a person who's always there to listen and play along with me. My dearest HB, don't let go, my love. We'll go through this, together. :) 

xo, readysetdrool.

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Like how you pull me closer,

Like how you give me tender kisses on my cheeks,

Like how you get hold of my hand,

Like how you want to spend moments,

Like how you make me feel safe,

Like how you give me tight hugs,

Like how everything seems to be so unreal. 

All of these, that I never imagined that we'd be both doing. 

Don't let go, 

HB.
xo, readysetdrool

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A day before my favorite day. For some reasons, I've been constantly finding myself lucky/blessed these past few days. I got back to work without too much hassle, I'm currently on the waiting list for the /probably/ nurses to be hired soon *hopefully and I found myself a man. A good man, actually. By good I mean, a man who has been constantly the reason of my daily dose of ramblings, rants and genuine happiness. 

Never considering this as an insult to myself but I (as well as with my friends) honestly can't take all this crap seriously. Me. Being into an almost relationship is not me. Or maybe at least, I can try. Maybe.

*Inserts the weirdest laugh*
NO MORE BEERS PLEASE HAHA.

xo, readysetdrool.

Memory lane.

No matter how far I go, I always find my way back. 

CLICK THIS.

xo, readysetdrool.

I survived a year!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US, MY LOVE!

After a year of having the best love-hate relationship with you, we made it! It's been really nice to have you in my life. I honestly still can't believe how far we've come. From the easy peasy Gen-ward to Med CP, PICU 2, ICU 2 down to ICU 1, I know for sure, you've taught me a lot. Being a nurse was something I prayed so hard for 2 years ago, now that i'm finally living the dream, I can't help but to be grateful for everything. Hoping for a year more of stressful, happy, fulfilling duties! See you when I get back! ♥ 

xo, readysetdrool.

20150501 BOHOL 2K15

Hola! The family decided to pursue the supposed to be clan reunion planned last year, which only my family line pushed through with the trip.

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Pretty much going thru a horrible post PMS phase right now. Can't believe how many days have already passed by and not even a single "hi-hello" has been said. BS. BS. Can I just forget everything in an instant and just move on with my life. Everything's about him and his not-even-worthy presence. Nope. NOT ESSENTIAL. STOP. MENTALLY ERASING EVERYTHING. Place every little detail on a small bottle, ready to be shipped to the collected memories of this human and to be used in the future on a Pensieve. 


GO AWAY.
xo, readysetdrool.

Island hopping!

One of our stops, at Babu Santa - Would definitely come back to this paradise!
The sand was very fine, tho they do need to get a direct boat ride from
the port.

It's only the 4th day of the year and I'm loving where my impulsiveness are taking me! Yesterday I boarded a boat going to Isla Reta with my workmates for an overnight stay at the beach. This morning, I took the first trip back home only to find myself taking another boat ride with the Yee family. Island hopping!!! Couldn't help it, my legs can't defy rest these days because besfran's home. 

Darvin / Yee Family!

Yohmahmen, Mikko MIA as always.

Clingy friends are clingy!!!

xo, readysetdrool.

120111 05:03

Are we being totally honest with our words when we are drunk? Are we even being sensible when the right amount of mixture of alcohol mixes with our blood? Why are words better expressed when boozy? When it has always been said that "drunken words are spoken by sober hearts.". 

almost 2 yeas, i still miss you.
xo, readysetdrool.

150101 TROLLS

How about spending the first day of the year with the trolls? Well, why not?! Haha! Finally a few hours of trolling! After 4272984 years! Missed them friends so much! May this year be full of laughter just like how it started. 

                                        

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2:24 am

A million kilometers away from you, yet we're talking like we're next to each other.

We're not close to dating, seeing each other nor in a relationship. But what we have (from my point of view) is something not the usual. We can't put any titles with what we have because that's how reality slaps our faces. I've been in this situation, once and like the same, i'm scared. I'm scared that it might end the same way like it did before- unintentional, abrupt, emotional and a few bottles of beers were drank to get over. I'm scared that I will get used to this set up- you, who is always being there to talk randomly, you who would constantly take me home despite the time and even the many times I have questioned myself if you deserve the attention i'm sparing. Idk anymore. Idk. 

xo, readysetdrool.

Nothing greater than November!

Favorite month almost getting over! So lemme summarize how extremely awesome it was! It may have came in too fast, nevertheless, it was smooth!

20140930 Last day syndrome.

No jam, dili mabayran ang akong experience sa CP. Miskin ingnon sa tanan na toxic siya, dili jud ko mucontra kay tinuod jud na. Truth is, it's an IMCU within a ward, and you kinda get the picture. Toxicity level: unfathomable. Kung basehan lang sa  kadaghan sa level 3-4 na ginaalagaan, hawd na jud ka. Pero CP made me stayed flat on ground. It humbled me down in the sense that no matter who/ what your patients are/ suffering from, they are still worth your utmost respect and care. In a shift (toxic pov), we get 3-4 expires. When we get cardiac arrests, we had to stay relaxed, compose ourselves and pray for the best for our patients. It's not an easy job for the most of us. Sometimes we get that strong urge to complain even about the smallest things because we're /that/ exhausted. But at the end of the day, a smile is always seen in our faces and that's because we are very well compensated with our workmates. The staff (NOD's and attendants), headnurse, co-auxi's, doctors, even the clerks, everything seems to be in glorious harmony with the workload we carry. You can never question that small piece of happiness you bring with you everytime you end/ start a shift. Now that we're down to that last 8 hours of our duty, I'm just kinda hoping nothing would change, that even after this rotation, the friendship, the bond will still be there for everyone to enjoy. 

P.S.
We had 4 expires that night. Haha. So much fulfillment. Now off to another area, PICU let's see.
xo, readysetdrool.

Small talks.

I suppose I'm trying to keep up with his pace again. Should I go on ten steps ahead or slow down and go with him again? 

Talking to you under the stars in sober minds was one thing I never imagined doing with you but it happened. Random stories just came out from our voices and we were actually talking with sense. 

Was I able to make you feel better or was I just another someone who you tell your stories to? I hope not. 

One thing's for sure, I made you smile. 

xo, readysetdrool.

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MANTRA EVERY. SINGLE. WORKING. DAY:

BE THAT FUCKING RAY OF SUNSHINE TO YOUR PATIENTS. TOXIC OR NOT, WITH MECH VENT OR NOT, BE THAT ONE NURSE WHO WILL MAKE THEM SMILE. NO MATTER WHAT. MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

xo, readysetdrool.

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PAEM.

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I've seen enough farewells over the weekend. Ambivalence may be even the correct term. Attachments, separation anxieties and still in denial, but we have to move on with our lives and run after our own dreams. thank you, for the awesome 3 months worth of being the illegal paem and countless adventures. I know, in time our roads will cross again and by then, i hope the bond is still as strong as what we have today. I'll miss you my friends!!!! 잘 지내고있어... ㅋㅋㅋ

Kayla, Cathy, Brian, Youn and Steve.... Good luck with all the endeavors you will be facing. See you soon!! xx 
xo, readysetdrool.