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Why does it feel comforting to be sentimental at 12 in the morning?

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20150119

IMCU 2015.

 xo, readysetdrool.

151214

This is what happy looks like. ♡

xo, readysetdrool.

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Like how you pull me closer,

Like how you give me tender kisses on my cheeks,

Like how you get hold of my hand,

Like how you want to spend moments,

Like how you make me feel safe,

Like how you give me tight hugs,

Like how everything seems to be so unreal. 

All of these, that I never imagined that we'd be both doing. 

Don't let go, 

HB.
xo, readysetdrool

Memory lane.

No matter how far I go, I always find my way back. 

CLICK THIS.

xo, readysetdrool.

I survived a year!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US, MY LOVE!

After a year of having the best love-hate relationship with you, we made it! It's been really nice to have you in my life. I honestly still can't believe how far we've come. From the easy peasy Gen-ward to Med CP, PICU 2, ICU 2 down to ICU 1, I know for sure, you've taught me a lot. Being a nurse was something I prayed so hard for 2 years ago, now that i'm finally living the dream, I can't help but to be grateful for everything. Hoping for a year more of stressful, happy, fulfilling duties! See you when I get back! ♥ 

xo, readysetdrool.

Island hopping!

One of our stops, at Babu Santa - Would definitely come back to this paradise!
The sand was very fine, tho they do need to get a direct boat ride from
the port.

It's only the 4th day of the year and I'm loving where my impulsiveness are taking me! Yesterday I boarded a boat going to Isla Reta with my workmates for an overnight stay at the beach. This morning, I took the first trip back home only to find myself taking another boat ride with the Yee family. Island hopping!!! Couldn't help it, my legs can't defy rest these days because besfran's home. 

Darvin / Yee Family!

Yohmahmen, Mikko MIA as always.

Clingy friends are clingy!!!

xo, readysetdrool.

120111 05:03

Are we being totally honest with our words when we are drunk? Are we even being sensible when the right amount of mixture of alcohol mixes with our blood? Why are words better expressed when boozy? When it has always been said that "drunken words are spoken by sober hearts.". 

almost 2 yeas, i still miss you.
xo, readysetdrool.

150101 TROLLS

How about spending the first day of the year with the trolls? Well, why not?! Haha! Finally a few hours of trolling! After 4272984 years! Missed them friends so much! May this year be full of laughter just like how it started. 

                                        

Nothing greater than November!

Favorite month almost getting over! So lemme summarize how extremely awesome it was! It may have came in too fast, nevertheless, it was smooth!

20140930 Last day syndrome.

No jam, dili mabayran ang akong experience sa CP. Miskin ingnon sa tanan na toxic siya, dili jud ko mucontra kay tinuod jud na. Truth is, it's an IMCU within a ward, and you kinda get the picture. Toxicity level: unfathomable. Kung basehan lang sa  kadaghan sa level 3-4 na ginaalagaan, hawd na jud ka. Pero CP made me stayed flat on ground. It humbled me down in the sense that no matter who/ what your patients are/ suffering from, they are still worth your utmost respect and care. In a shift (toxic pov), we get 3-4 expires. When we get cardiac arrests, we had to stay relaxed, compose ourselves and pray for the best for our patients. It's not an easy job for the most of us. Sometimes we get that strong urge to complain even about the smallest things because we're /that/ exhausted. But at the end of the day, a smile is always seen in our faces and that's because we are very well compensated with our workmates. The staff (NOD's and attendants), headnurse, co-auxi's, doctors, even the clerks, everything seems to be in glorious harmony with the workload we carry. You can never question that small piece of happiness you bring with you everytime you end/ start a shift. Now that we're down to that last 8 hours of our duty, I'm just kinda hoping nothing would change, that even after this rotation, the friendship, the bond will still be there for everyone to enjoy. 

P.S.
We had 4 expires that night. Haha. So much fulfillment. Now off to another area, PICU let's see.
xo, readysetdrool.

Small talks.

I suppose I'm trying to keep up with his pace again. Should I go on ten steps ahead or slow down and go with him again? 

Talking to you under the stars in sober minds was one thing I never imagined doing with you but it happened. Random stories just came out from our voices and we were actually talking with sense. 

Was I able to make you feel better or was I just another someone who you tell your stories to? I hope not. 

One thing's for sure, I made you smile. 

xo, readysetdrool.

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MANTRA EVERY. SINGLE. WORKING. DAY:

BE THAT FUCKING RAY OF SUNSHINE TO YOUR PATIENTS. TOXIC OR NOT, WITH MECH VENT OR NOT, BE THAT ONE NURSE WHO WILL MAKE THEM SMILE. NO MATTER WHAT. MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

xo, readysetdrool.

Dreams

He was calling whilst I was busy doing something but I had to pick up because it was him. He kept on asking how was I. "**, how are you? I miss you." He asked. I answered quickly with "I'm fine. I've always been fine.". Then he asked again, this time with a tone that sounded like asking for some assurances "Ask me, I'll tell you how much I miss you again." It sounded perfect for a moment, then I broke it off...... I woke up.

Too much unconsciously thinking about things that would never happen. 

xo, readysetdrool.

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PAEM.

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" Freedom of CHOICE is what we want.

Freedom from CHOICE is what we need. "

xo, readysetdrool.

Illegal Paem

Hello there!
I've been pretty jobless for about 2 weeks now and since I haven't really started my nursing career yet, I've decided to become a total professional bummer for a while. Hence, I present thee the, the goofballs I spend most of my time with these past few weeks.... and the /illegal/ things we've done.

Now, why illegal? Simple. These kids wants to get kicked out and feed their cravings rather than getting themselves rot inside the academy whilst waiting for their end dates to come, since they're serving their penalties -- can't go out from the academy. 그냥 그냥 그냥..... 

 떡볶이 cravings satisfied. ALL THE TIME.

Gloomy days.

Meet my fake 여보, 남궁 필승, English name: Kevin. 

Kevin's my first student who left the PH, btw, my most harassed student. Haha. 

Going through the hardest dip shit moment right now. DABDA Level: DENIAL.

Add up the fact that I just finished my contract with the Academy I worked as a tutor for. For sure, Room 8 will never be the same again. Frack frack. Everything will be missed.

Miracle in Room No. 8

xo, readysetdrool.