150101 TROLLS

How about spending the first day of the year with the trolls? Well, why not?! Haha! Finally a few hours of trolling! After 4272984 years! Missed them friends so much! May this year be full of laughter just like how it started. 

                                        

Nothing greater than November!

Favorite month almost getting over! So lemme summarize how extremely awesome it was! It may have came in too fast, nevertheless, it was smooth!

Illegal Paem

Hello there!
I've been pretty jobless for about 2 weeks now and since I haven't really started my nursing career yet, I've decided to become a total professional bummer for a while. Hence, I present thee the, the goofballs I spend most of my time with these past few weeks.... and the /illegal/ things we've done.

Now, why illegal? Simple. These kids wants to get kicked out and feed their cravings rather than getting themselves rot inside the academy whilst waiting for their end dates to come, since they're serving their penalties -- can't go out from the academy. 그냥 그냥 그냥..... 

 떡볶이 cravings satisfied. ALL THE TIME.

Gloomy days.

Meet my fake 여보, 남궁 필승, English name: Kevin. 

Kevin's my first student who left the PH, btw, my most harassed student. Haha. 

Going through the hardest dip shit moment right now. DABDA Level: DENIAL.

Add up the fact that I just finished my contract with the Academy I worked as a tutor for. For sure, Room 8 will never be the same again. Frack frack. Everything will be missed.

Miracle in Room No. 8

xo, readysetdrool.

Good bye, EKA.

Today's our last day in EKA, it was a long day. 
Friday's activity day so we can do whatever the students wanted to do (watch movies, free talking, board games etc etc.) 

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do you know that feeling of just wanting to get out of your city, ride a bus going to your friends house, do an ambush party and spend a night there just to let out of your emotions. 

geeeez can i do that again. 
or not.
anyway, i'm about to start le nursing career................ hopefully. 
xx
xo, readysetdrool.

Labels.

Got this weird statement from a fried earlier while we were stuck in traffic: "I honestly don't know how to label you and someone (college best friends to superlative with decent friendship only). It started when we were in 3rd year college until to this very day, I don't know how to call you, bestfriends? more than friends? Couple? I mean, whenever I hear stories about you being together (going out), I'd just go "oh, that's normal".

I didn't know how to react tho. But after everything that happened? College drinking buddies to housemates to being roommates and everything in between? Idk how to react when i'll see him again. Tbh.

Hoping for the best tho. :l

No, there are no feelings. Hahaha. 
xo, readysetdrool.

'tis the season to be jolly~~

Christmas, the best tme of the year, of course! Jesus was born and the whole world was given the gift of their Saviour. Much more to celebrate when you're family's almost complete and friends coming home.

Obv, last year's Yuletide season was extra special because...
(Blog post full of photos)

Emotions.

In the past 5/6 months, I've been into a few emotional breakouts, maybe it was because of the early anxiety attacks I have been having before the board exam. Truth be told, it wasn't the smoothest part of the journey. I may have turned people away from me but with all honesty, I regret doing it. 

I miss everything. I miss the good times. It's like half of my happiness went away when the review season started. Idk what happened tho. It was like I wanted to change, to focus more on the review. Wanted to keep myself as quiet as possible. However, things went completely different when people who were pretty close to me became strangers. They misunderstood me, my emotions. Everything were unsure. Even the way we act, it was different. Although I tried talking it over, it's just that people will always see the mistakes and not the countless times you've been nice. Jumping into conclusions that things will never be the same. Not even how much I tried, it might never be again. AND IT HURTS. 

IDK.

read:
http://thoughtcatalog.com/brianna-wiest/2013/04/50-ways-to-love-someone/

xo, readysetdrool.

Lately, there's been a ray of sunshine

Forcing myself that there's still a sense of holding on. Some of the few things that still makes my smile.

1. Good music after taking a bath. Who hates listening to "walking on sunshine, ohohhhh~~" and "We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun, But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time" first thing in the morining? 

2. Good morning sms from random people. 

3. Having that awesome smell of freshly cooked eggs and bacons for breakfast!

4. Seeing someone smile at you at 5AM in the morning. (My friend, Kevin lives with me so yeah, that's one of the most random thing we randomly do, believe me, that's just like a good start on an everyday basis!)

5. Meeting oh-so-cute-i-wanna-squish-you-and-cuddle-hug-you-all-day type of lecturer every day at the review center. It's like basically saying, "You are to meet a handsome guy today so you better dress up neatly to leave a nice impression."

6. Which leads me to wearing decent clothes every single day for review. Classmates are dressing up like they're just at home, wearing shorts, a shirt and slippers. I beg to disagree. Every day is a fashion day. You don't just wear them awesome clothes for special occasions. FLAUNT THE INNER FASHIONISTA WITHIN!!!  AND "STRESSED, BUT WELL DRESSED!"

7. Eating nonstop because you know you're neurons need glucose. Gaining weight is not an excuse BUT can't help but eat!!!
xo, readysetdrool.

Journey

3 and a half grueling months has actually passed by and i'm on the verge of giving up. IRDK what's up but heol i'm stressed / anxious / scared as heck. They say it's normal for the pre-board shish but idkkkkk it doesn't seem to be as normal as it should be (pov). Tbh, I've been dealing with too much stressors lately, hospitalized bc of hyperacidity, finding myself always crying bc irdk what to do and back pain that's getting bad. Tho I'm sure this won't be too long. I know I'll pass the board exam, one try. I won't fail. I'll make my parents proud. Fo sho. I'm claiming it!!!!!!1 

"NASA DIYOS ANG AWA, NASA TAO ANG GAWA" - Quoted from a classmate from earlier's Spiritaul enhancement. True enough, there's no way you'd get that success when hard work and prayers don't go together.

no.

Do you remember the first time you ever said "no" to anybody? Neither do I. Correct me if i'm wrong, that time, you were a toddler. Your parents wanted you to do something, but as normal as a negativist person as you were, you didn't do anything they told you. Now, where is this leading? I honestly don't know. What i'm sure of, is that I had another chance to have a good convo with Mara earlier. 

I can't tell everything however, I think to sum up the whole thing just leads me to a smart endpoint: LEARN TO SAY NO. Sometimes you have to stop being so so so nice to your friends that unknowingly, they are just using you for their own benefits. Am I being too selfless that pleasing others is becoming too much? Idk. Ugh. This feeling of wanting to learn how to watch out for my feelings too is kinda idkkkkk. Mara gave out a good advice early but how, where, when to start doing it? 

xo,

readysetdrool

Idk.

People used to tell me how I have this strong personality. The extrovert, noisy , she's friends with everyone type. Honestly, I don't know where this came from. Maybe 1st impressions? Idk. Or maybe, try figuring out what happened to me before how I got here. But yeah, sometimes it pays to just be nobody.

xo, readysetdrool.

Rich friends

BSN 4D. BSN 4 DATO!!! 

Someone is being all nostalgic right now. Missing her college barkada and everything in between. The only constant thing there is, is change; they say. But fuckkkk i dont want them to change. I love them just the way they are hoho char. Realllyyyy it's different when we're all being child like and kids at heart. Doing nothing, staring at random food whilst mentally calculating the calorie intakes, random movie nights, shots. EVERYTHING is just missable. :( Can i press replay for a minute or two and go back to the old good days?

-emotional beyatch 

xo, readysetdrool.

REVIEW REVIEW

Review classes for the 2013 Philippine Nursing Licensure December 2013 exams has started last 5th of July and it was really fun. Mindset was fixed that it'll be worth while. Tbh I was learning more here compared to some of the lectures I used to have in Uni. The speakers were pretty awesome too. Sir Omar, for our ana physio taught the best. He made up songs and mnemonics for the class to understand the topics better; it's working! I can even still sing the alkalosis, acidosis songs. Lels.

There's nothing much really going on lately except for the review-go home-study routine I am having. Ugh what else. Oh. My best friend, Kevin's living with me. It's kinda fun having him here. really comforting how I have someone to talk to at home in the course of the reviews. Ehhh. It's 10:08, MLA time. I have a Pedia post quiz tomorrow but idk why am still typing this.


P.S
I need all of your prayers so that I can get my Nursing license on December :)))

3 months post-grad

Living the most of being a bum and a couch potato right now with no income at all. This is really funny but I think i'm enjoying every minute of it because when July starts--review starts, everything will be thrown away again and i'll be saying hello to my books. Anyway, yesterday was...kind of a food day because yes, go figure. 

The Lab

The newest chilling place for me and my friends! The Lab is a small bar near Chavez Street, Davao City ; just a couple of minutes from our Uni, San Pedro College. This place offers drinks and food served in laboratory equipments from beakers, medicine glasses to kidney basins! How cool is that? Plus the owner/s of the place are Medical practitioners (nursing graduates who are in med school now.) If you wanna relax from all the stress drilon and hagardo versoza of your life, noma na here at The Lab!!

Photos are in HQ.  

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Valentine's day 2013

February 13, 2013 Welcoming Valentine's Day @ The Lab with le boys of my life. Tonio, Remie, Mikee Kevin, Shimca, Cindy, Gerone, Kuya Miko Kuya Da and Kuya Kevin! Thank you for the awesome night and for trying to punch, throw your shoes, slap, and whatever you're trying to do just cause you won't let me go home. Sorry for leaving early tho. Shitting bricks. 

friends

sometimes i feel blessed for having these bastards in my life. nothing matters when i'm with them. one of few things i will definitely miss about college - drinking with classmates because we just feel like doing it or maybe we're STRESSED. whichever.  

xo, readysetdrool.

Shissh

Chilled with my team last night (Raul and Kevin). Twas very relaxing. Ugh hoping to do this again after college. The scene where after classes you're not sure what you're supposed to be doing annnnd here goes your classmate giving the smartest idea of "let's drink". Poof there you go! Lmfao. Good times with awesome friends. Talked shit blablabla. Sometimes I just believe "drunk words are said with sober hearts." haha kbyeee~~

xo, readysetdrool.