20170510

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헐... 😣

왜.
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Nothing greater than November!

Favorite month almost getting over! So lemme summarize how extremely awesome it was! It may have came in too fast, nevertheless, it was smooth!

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If I could tell you about what I've been feeling lately in a word, it would be the word... sad. Sad because I'm literally alone, these days. I refuse to reach out to whoever made me this stiff because I don't want to feel rejected again. Maybe it's a little bit fine if it stays like this for a while. At least I don't get judged again. Sometimes people cannot differentiate insults and jokes. :l

xo, readysetdrool.

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do you know that feeling of just wanting to get out of your city, ride a bus going to your friends house, do an ambush party and spend a night there just to let out of your emotions. 

geeeez can i do that again. 
or not.
anyway, i'm about to start le nursing career................ hopefully. 
xx
xo, readysetdrool.

Career

Applying for this English tutor job for Koreans is by far the best decision I made for this year. Good start, mate. Honestly, I don't earn $$$ however if you base it with the immensity of fun I am currently having and the workload everyday, it's as if you're playing on a daily basis (well minus the fact that you really have to correct grammars and all). Point is, man, i'm having good fun right now. But almost quitting soon soon cause have to go on with my nursing career. Taking about shitloads of papers to file, university to attend too. Life.  xxx 

Labels.

Got this weird statement from a fried earlier while we were stuck in traffic: "I honestly don't know how to label you and someone (college best friends to superlative with decent friendship only). It started when we were in 3rd year college until to this very day, I don't know how to call you, bestfriends? more than friends? Couple? I mean, whenever I hear stories about you being together (going out), I'd just go "oh, that's normal".

I didn't know how to react tho. But after everything that happened? College drinking buddies to housemates to being roommates and everything in between? Idk how to react when i'll see him again. Tbh.

Hoping for the best tho. :l

No, there are no feelings. Hahaha. 
xo, readysetdrool.

Res Ipsa Loquitur

This is the proof of 4 years and 6 months worth of anxiety, erratic mood changes, hormonal imbalances and endless prayers. Elaborate? Yes, I passed the Philippine Nursing Licensure Exam which I took last December 07 - 08, 2013. The Lord never fails to surprise me with His small ways of answering my heart's desires. I'M A PROFESSIONAL NURSE IN THE PHILIPPINES, HECK YES. Kbye. 

Next stop: getting my ass off somewhere to study again. 

xo, readysetdrool.

'tis the season to be jolly~~

Christmas, the best tme of the year, of course! Jesus was born and the whole world was given the gift of their Saviour. Much more to celebrate when you're family's almost complete and friends coming home.

Obv, last year's Yuletide season was extra special because...
(Blog post full of photos)

Lately, there's been a ray of sunshine

Forcing myself that there's still a sense of holding on. Some of the few things that still makes my smile.

1. Good music after taking a bath. Who hates listening to "walking on sunshine, ohohhhh~~" and "We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun, But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time" first thing in the morining? 

2. Good morning sms from random people. 

3. Having that awesome smell of freshly cooked eggs and bacons for breakfast!

4. Seeing someone smile at you at 5AM in the morning. (My friend, Kevin lives with me so yeah, that's one of the most random thing we randomly do, believe me, that's just like a good start on an everyday basis!)

5. Meeting oh-so-cute-i-wanna-squish-you-and-cuddle-hug-you-all-day type of lecturer every day at the review center. It's like basically saying, "You are to meet a handsome guy today so you better dress up neatly to leave a nice impression."

6. Which leads me to wearing decent clothes every single day for review. Classmates are dressing up like they're just at home, wearing shorts, a shirt and slippers. I beg to disagree. Every day is a fashion day. You don't just wear them awesome clothes for special occasions. FLAUNT THE INNER FASHIONISTA WITHIN!!!  AND "STRESSED, BUT WELL DRESSED!"

7. Eating nonstop because you know you're neurons need glucose. Gaining weight is not an excuse BUT can't help but eat!!!
xo, readysetdrool.

who am i?

Because I was lurking into Karla's blog, I bumped up into this POST. As I have written a few minutes ago, I'm feeling a little bit depressed. So I decided to give it a try (about facts). Most of the time, people see me as the extrovert, mean, rude, tactless, Danica. Sometimes I beg to disagree. I keep my tongue sharp when I don't like how you treat me. Which means i'm giving you what you deserve. I'd rather be mean than to take your irrelevant insults. However, sometimes I tend to keep quiet and not to deal with the hurtful things your mouth speaks.

• There are no such things as tornados. danica  just hates trailer parks.

• The pen is mighter than the sword, but only if the pen is held by danica 

• If you spell danica wrong on Google it doesn't say, "Did you mean danica ?" It simply replies, "Run while you still have the chance."

• danica can slam a revolving door.

• danica doesnt wear a watch, She decides what time it is.

• He, who laughs last, laughs best. He who laughs at danica dies

just pretty random things. tsk.

xo, readysetdrool.

fuckery 2

other then being really tired, i'm relatively lonely right now. just that i have no right reasons why im feeling this way. maybe i'm a little bit too selfish to accept facts about my life? ikd. 

xo, readysetdrool.

Dodong.

Let's call him, Dodong. He's young, smart, Indonesian and *coughcutecough* LOLOLOL. Early this morning, when he passed by the ward, (HE'S A DOCTOR @ 22 YEARS OLD. DAMN HE'S JUST SMART)  I had all the guts in the world to talk to him. When he was already near, I asked him using my friendly voice "DOC, CAN WE HAVE A PHOTO WITH YOU?" And he replied, "ANO?" *what* - in a very cuteeeeee adorable sweet way. So I had to repeat the question again. After finally getting what I was uttering (I suppose); he answered, "LATER" with the SMILE. AAWERGTHGTEARDSFG. Because I was the "KULIT" *annoying* nurse, I responded back "SIGE NA DOC..." trying hard to be cute, of course but it never works on me. He just gave me that 100 molar smile and walked away since he was very busy. I was kind of waiting for him to pass by again but he never did OR maybe he was trying to avoiding me? LOOOL. I have 2 weeks to get a shot with him. Rawr and by all means, I'm getting that photo!!!!! Haha. ->Desperate FANGIRL. I'll update IF it'll be GOAL MET. Will probably do a NURSING BITCH PLAN as advised by Mimi. 

xo, readysetdrool.

delusional

Had a random convo with Karla earlier. Topic? SI PEANUT. Ajejejeje <3

ilikeitwhenamantellsyouabouthislifestoryhislovelifandhisFRUSTRATIONSinlifecauseitsasifhetrustsyou. - kung sa simpleng paguusap lang ay mauuwi sa pagkakahulog ko mula sa aking kinauupuan, kanina pa lang, gumugulong na ako. AERAFKMSDLFNJGRHAE. Tripping lang. :) 

"hoybabaealammonamangmabiliskangmahulog" - lol on this. Guilty as charged >:)

"wellanunrelationshipisbetterforourcourse."

"findaguywholikesyoufirst"-KARLA MANUALES. - i'm too busy figuring out how may gays i like right now >:)
irefusetobelieveinlovehoweverialwaysfindmyselflikingsomeoneeasily.T_T

xo, readysetdrool.

Today, I learned a very significant lesson. That not every sweet guy who is nice to you should mean that he’d become your boyfriend or go beyond that level.

Or are you getting old?

 Today... Hmmm. We had our "small reunion" (4th year Highschool classmates) It was fun. Seeing how much people have changed in 2 years. Some of us were already Student nurses, student accounting people, some were idk how to say this...."un-decided" people who couldn't really tell which course to finish. ROFL SARCASM included okay! It was one helluva day. We swam, sang, and basically, drank up liquor. There were too much stories to tell about the whatevers of our life for the past 2 years. Although most of the class wasn't able to come due to   some problems with their school schedule, it was fun. Basically, the day went on smoothly. Endpoint of the story? You'd never know what you'd become someday. It's always good to look back to where you came from. The people whom you've been with has always this "impact" on your life. Cherish them. One day, you might just realize how you miss them. And you might just need them back to your life :)

xo, readysetdrool.

Holidays.

MANA, DAVAO CITY.

Just because i'm in deep agony right now, doesn't mean

I don't deserve to write.

The holidays went astonishing, as ever. XD 

No particular affairs worth regretting. EXCEPT for that previous blog.

Enough with that. There's this one thing I got for myself though, THE ONLY MATERIAL (SOLID) ITEM I GOT FOR MYSELF THIS HOLIDAYS SEASON!

High.

Exam day. Day 1. Pharmacology went fine. Religious.....Okay. SOCIOLOGY. FTW. 15 mins worth exam. True or False part, everything was TRUE. Matching type, it just went eenie minie moe. :D You asking what happened? Unfortunately, my proffesor won't discuss a single crap while classes are going on. He would just ask us to act and act and act. HELLO. I'M A NURSING STUDENT. NOT AN ACTRESS. So yeah, Good luck with that crazy exam. GG!! :D Can't wait until Friday, my group will be having our Christmas party. Everything's not yet planned though. ROFL. FAIL. :D Got to study first. 2 more exams. And Hello, LOVELY BREAK! <3
credits: bigbang
xo, readysetdrool.

Second to this.

     

MY FANDOM IS KPOP. PARTICULARLY SUPER JUNIOR (E.L.F)

WHAT'S YOURS? :)

Last night, Ate Angel (a.k.a cheonsa23) wrote something about "fandom and the youth." 

What Parents Cannot Understand About Fandom

As many of you guys know, I am one of those "kids" who are currently fighting to win this battle against fandom. It did something to me, It made me see life, on a different perspective

What is fandom? 

According to Urbandictionary, 

Fadom is Fan Domain . 

buy fandom mugs, tshirts and magnets The microcosm made up of people who are fans of a fiction genre, or of a subgenre, who have their own clubs, conventions and amateur magazines (fanzines).... Concisely, it's like a group of people who does, speak of, spazz over the same thins. Mainly about something that brings them up together.

There's this reality that not only I can agree on. Fandom is like a diversion from the depraved things around us, as Ate Angel said on her blog.